Sitting in my room all alone reflecting on the past week just keeps hurting more and more the more times I keep reflecting on this week. Sunday was the worst when me and my brother Vince goes into a verbal fight over something so dumb but when his girlfriend jumped in to make the situation worst, I exploded on her after I was trying to rest my case but she kept on insisting that I was lying. That situation led to my brother Vince and my future sister break up. Monday came and all I heard from my family and relatives was that I should go say sorry to his girlfriend when I try to inform everyone that I had my right to yell back at her because she had no right to call me a liar while I was already mad and resting my case to my brother. That made me more mad about myself and that all this is on me now. Tuesday came and I still haven't talked to my brother since Sunday. That day I went to have lunch with some close friends (Michael and Daniel) but all I heard was that I shouldn't have yell at her while I thought they would understand my point of view. That day I felt like I was on this alone. I then went to hang out with my close friend, Trung's house to hang out with him and my other close friend Rudy. That night they just wanted to cheer me up so we went to seaside. Wednesday came and I carpool with my niece that is only 10 days younger than me and knowing her, I thought she would be the second person (behind my other older brother Chris) to understand my point of view, but I did not get anything from her but just the same thing as everyone else gave me. That night, my other niece Tiffany came over and I told her what had happen and finally I got someone to understand me and she spend the whole night with me to comfort me because I just felt like this is on me. That same night before Tiffany came over, the one thing that made me feel like shit was that my mom told me that I should go say sorry, but while I refuse to, my mom then said, "Are you happy that they broke up now?" All I could think is that everyone still think this is still my fault and that made me fell like I have no one to talk to. Thursday came and still no conversation with my brother. We usually play ball everyday so when I ask if he wanted to play ball, he ignore me and just left to go exercise without telling me anything. He does not have to, but in this situation, he should because I ask if he wanted to in the first place. Back to reality, I am just sitting in my room thinking about what should I do, no one to talk to. Thanks to those who understands my point of view. Any tips?? No links today!!